yo, so i kinda have rage issues and act like a tourrette ridden crazy fuck (pretty much everytime i ride) and usually ride alone, tonight i rode with someone but did my own thing the whole time pretty much... its usually because i pick up on everyones vibes and they usually distract me or bring me down and keep me from doing my own shit i was gonna do, but if i ever rode with Better riders, (sorry theres a pretty clear elitism-hence why theres fucking Competitions/ kids have favorite riders for a reason, not all video parts are mind blowing,. ) i just really have a hard time ever vibing with anyone i ride with ,,,there are a few but they live far away, iono just wanted to put this out there. if anyone else struggles with feeling lonely riding (fuckit) film your shit and get on tha gram- get on forums, do your Own thing. i just like watching riders i aspire to be like and keep them in mind while i ride, like, specific tricks too, if im doing nose manuals i think about jacob cable, if im doing hop whips i think of a combination of chase dehart and stevie churchill, flairs and shit- nick bruce, street tech shit- reynolds- going backwards devon smillie- iono i just really take the best of my favorites and compile them like an imaginary friend and just put myself mentally in a pack with the best and see myself as a young amature like, i never compare myself to anyone under me to feel good about myself- i mean ill ride with kids or dudes who arent the greatest and just their love for riding unites us and its cool that other people can see what im doing and be impressed by it or get stoked on My riding so its good to ride with people not on your level but to be like (im the shit i win--that shit is just dilusional and gay. i stay humble and always look Up to those above me, but i always think competitively... i see some rad shit and dont think (thats crazy how the fuck? - i think, Damn thats Nuts they must have worked hard as fuck to be that good and have a very strong will and are brave or persistant or open minded...just, Beasts, iono anyone relate to this shit?