Im hella depressed everyday. I have a emptylife and nothing to define me. I am drifting away from bmx and can't find myself. How do u guys fill that "void"?
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I used to smoke weed and become more anti-social as life progressed. I am still kinda anti-social but I've definitely come clean. Please don't treat me like a bad person. I only did it occassionally. I promised myself I'd never turn back to weed or alcohol, not that I even like the smell of alcohol. Ew.. And yes, everything at the time was depressing. School, grades, life, family, health issues, sucking at things, being outsmarted, feeling hopeless, feeling dumb, being outdone all the time, not sleeping, psycological disorders, etc. Tons of things that made me feel so hopeless. I hope you get out of it soon. Took me quite a while but I tried to forget it as much as possible.
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isnowyaznV2 wrote:I used to smoke weed and become more anti-social as life progressed. I am still kinda anti-social but I've definitely come ...more
The one thing i don't want to do is drugs. Shit gets mire tempting to cop a j from a brotha but i snap out of it and feel dirty. Music can fill the void butnot by much. I stopped giving a fuck a month or two ago and it just makes my life so much harder. Plus i don't have many friends because i was "popular" so popular i never really fit in to any clique but now that all that shit spiraled downward i haven't fit it to many groups maybe 3 friends. The only ladies who like me are desprate ass gold diggers who want me to change. Damn
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if you follow my tumblr you know i'm depressed. If not you'll never know. I hide it so fucking well it scares me sometimes. i filled the void with tumblr pretty much for a while but it eventually made it worse because I made friends on there and a lot of them were depressed or had other problems and knowing that fucked me up. I'm never happy inside but i hide it. Most people don't know this but I've tried to kill myself twice. Both times i got stopped before I did anything. I've got a few close friends that know about my depression and how bad it is but most people don't at all.
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Shit, I know what that feels like. I'm the type that would just bottle up my emotions. And I've gotta admit I was pretty good at it. After a while it gets real heavy and begins to negatively effect everyday mood, thought, hunger, socialism.. depression is a struggle. My dad struggled a lot with anxiety attacks. That was not fun to see him go through, but hes doing better these days.
@sickdude- Firstly, what do you mean something to define you? You are you; the definition of you IS YOU. That is how we're all individually unique. What do you want? Some pro BMX3R skillzz or something? Don't worry about standing out from the crowd. Enjoy the little things in life. Realize how much you have and how things could be much worse. Much of this world still lives in poverty today. Kids walk around all day without a pair of shoes. Think about that. A simple pair of shoes that we take for granted everyday, would make a child somewhere else the happiest kid on earth. And since we're better off over here, what do we get depressed about? For not being rich and famous? Fuck all that. Enjoy the small things. Most of all, be happy you have a family that loves you. And stay on your bike!
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fuck i dont wanna even go into depression , only things i can do to not be depressed is talk to this one girl , smoke a blunt with my homies or ride my bike.
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I get depressed sometimes but thats usually when I feel like shit.
I used to be like really "EMO" Minus the positives of it & just sat around & felt awkward.
I was really depressed but I just learned a new trick or something & I havent been bad since.
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The more i'm seeing it around the more i'm realising everyone has that feeling and it will go away eventually.
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just stop caring, like just dont let anything affect you, like for me i am just chill all the time, if i suck at something, or fail i just shrug it off it dont matter if you dont let it, stuff is way better if you just stop stressing over stuff and caring about what people think just if you cant change something dont stress over it
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Also have the depressing ass moments you speak off.... Depressing ass fuck... still get them every now and then. One of the reasons how I started riding bmx actually.... I'd get down cause there would be no support around from relatives everyone just does their own thing around here..... Eventually I decided to stop waiting around for things and just started doing stuff....
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I used to ride road with some Eastern block folk, one of the ladies would often remind me that "where I come from, depression is a luxury"
if someone can hang for 5 months of back country work, they'll prolly gain some decent coping skills
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honestly theres no reason to be depressed, I know people say its because they've had a hard life but suck it up
look at me after my dad left my mom I pretty much had to take care of her and my two sisters I had to do everything around the house and I was only 12, I was sad but I told myself man the fuck up and get shit done so I basically had to become an adult in middle school and im not depressed im like the chilliest person in the world
basically man life too fucken short to feel sorry for your self so shrug the shit off and stop stressing, ride or whatever make you happy
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Reading people on this thread that have depression kills me more inside. I have tons of people around me with depression and anti-socialism and whatnot. I barely hang out with friends anymore. I only have one goodish friend, and the rest I've kinda lost track of, and some are just not really friends anymore.
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best cure for depression is enjoying a blunt and a brew with your buddies after a long day of riding , trust me that clears your mind up nice
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andyferly wrote:How do I fill that "void"?
With Porn!Brayden_Buckingham wrote:Take your anger out on that mofo and beat your dick raw
Then when you try to ride your dick will be sooooo fucking raw you wouldnt be able to ride.
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Don't forget most of these guys are in High School "teenage Years" this is that point in everyone's life where shit gets real. You feel the peer pressure and you see other people are doing "grandiose" things. I'm a junior in HS and lots of people in my class are getting cars and shit talking about how much pussy they can get how rich they are stupid shit really.... The girls they date are drop dead gorgeous.... I'd be lying If I said it didn't affect me or if I didn't feel like shit at times.... Cause it does. Whenever I go to school I feel depressed ass shit I feel like school kills my spirit it's no longer a place to learn it's a place that creates failure and ignorance.... at least that's how it feels like to me. I got one more year and I'm kind of really looking forward to it.... Although it gets tougher after high school (you have to start taking care of yourself). Mommy ain't gonna be there to wash your shit or drive you around.
Bmx really helps.... I'm also solitary when it comes to riding but there's nothing like landing a new trick or busting your ass to achieve something you want.... I'm fixing to go jump this ledge next to a stair set.... Keep it going.
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I like porn, but I usually go with prostitutes a good BJ always cheers me up
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handlebar-to-face wrote:I like porn, but I usually go with prostitutes a good BJ always cheers me up
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your not depressed. your like 12
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feeble_to_face wrote:your not depressed. your like 12
14 ugly ass manaquin
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feeble_to_face wrote:your not depressed. your like 12
you called me a mannequin. #1 you spelt it wrong. and #2 that is probably the worst insult i have ever herd.
And i thought you quit because you don't know how to straighten a wheel between two break pads.
and lets see that bike of yours. we have never seen a picture. and you tell me i take too many pictures of my bike...
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feeble_to_face wrote:you called me a mannequin. #1 you spelt it wrong. and #2 that is probably the worst insult i have ever herd.
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I quit because i have so much shit goin on dude
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