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I've been going out with my beautiful girlfriend , Chan , for over a year. I love her dearly , it's my first real relationship. I've told her I'm going to marry her. But I'm really protective. I get upset about little things. I mean , she's pretty popular , and she spends a decent amount of time with other guys ; today , she went with 2 of her friends with 5 guys she's not really friends with I guess. I trust her , but it's like being jealous fucks my judgement up , yunno? It's pretty hard dealing with it , even with stupid little things. I feel like shit at times , because I get upset and so she does too. Since I'm overprotective as well , it hurts alot more than usual.
I'm a decent boyfriend , but it fucking sucks when your girlfriend is 100000x better than what you deserve , and it feels like these other , better looking , "cool " guys ,etc , could just take her or they could do shit when I'm not there. I want to know if it's just me or do other guys feel like this , because it is a pretty shitty feeling. Some of the people she was with , she's told me that they're good looking and other shit like that. I need a way to stop feeling jealous , for both of us. Biking helps but with this weather I can't.
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